Depresion nervosa

Sometimes Ii believe, thinks can't get any worse,

bad shit only happens to me...

no one else is suffering, no one else gets hurt.

Bullshit, ...

That's just me being pettyful,

which to my shame occurs frequently.

The world suffers and I get sick.

I feel the pain, as a dagger in my heart.

Depri time is coming around.

Self-petty girl is what I should be called.

I have a problem.

I have always issues.

Gray is the way I look at things.

Black is the color of my choice.

Black, gray... which ever brings me down first.

I have a problem.

I have always issues.